10/3/09 3:00pm

I just got a phone call from mama. She said that they're pretty sure it's happening. They've started the Morphine pump to help with her breathing and many other things. Mama thought they lost her once today so I don't know if she'll be with us this time tomorrow. God is a loving God and he gives us nothing we can't bear. My mother seemed ok when she called and I had to go over and tell my poor Grandmother. She is at peace too. She has been praying all day today that Sharon will go on in peace and not suffer. So Grandaddy, get ready cause she's coming! If you've ever read "90 Minutes in Heaven" it says that your loved ones that you know are waiting for you.............I pray that's true because when I die, I'd like nothing more than for my Granddaddy Jack to be there waiting so I can go jump in his arms. As the country song written so brilliantly by Brad Paisley says, "When I get where I'm going, there will be only happy tears, don't cry for me down here." I'm gonna walk with my grandaddy, and he'll match me step for step, and I'll tell him how I missed him every minute since he left, then I'll hug his neck." It's hard not to cry "down here" but knowing that my sweet, loving, smart and beautiful Aunt Sharon will get walk with her Heavenly Father and earthly Father gives me peace.